1. We went to St. Lucia a month go. It was beautiful.
2. I’m going to skip that. Not sure how to answer just yet. lol
3. I look back at the pictures when my now 16 year old was a baby. 🤦🏾♀️. I miss those so bad, but just as you stated in your writing. For me I felt I had no clue what I was doing, I didn’t produce enough milk a…
1. We went to St. Lucia a month go. It was beautiful.
2. I’m going to skip that. Not sure how to answer just yet. lol
3. I look back at the pictures when my now 16 year old was a baby. 🤦🏾♀️. I miss those so bad, but just as you stated in your writing. For me I felt I had no clue what I was doing, I didn’t produce enough milk and that made me sad and stressed. I felt she cried all the time and I didn’t know how to sooth her. Like ALL the things of a new parent. But I wouldn’t trade those things. Sometimes I do wish I could go back and do things differently, sit in moments of just peace and appreciation. But I like to believe that God is allowing me that now. I like to believe that our sleepless nights of thinking about our desires and our worries and wonderings they are all real emotions that we will feel when we are wanting what we want in the moment. However, I believe our prayers and tears that we bring at God’s feet during that time is also Him strengthening us while comforting us for where we are now.
I love your last two lines Bethany. I’m realizing how parenting forces us to rely on God so much more as we are navigating all this newness. I’m wishing a vacation for us on a Caribbean island soon ❤️
Love this.
1. We went to St. Lucia a month go. It was beautiful.
2. I’m going to skip that. Not sure how to answer just yet. lol
3. I look back at the pictures when my now 16 year old was a baby. 🤦🏾♀️. I miss those so bad, but just as you stated in your writing. For me I felt I had no clue what I was doing, I didn’t produce enough milk and that made me sad and stressed. I felt she cried all the time and I didn’t know how to sooth her. Like ALL the things of a new parent. But I wouldn’t trade those things. Sometimes I do wish I could go back and do things differently, sit in moments of just peace and appreciation. But I like to believe that God is allowing me that now. I like to believe that our sleepless nights of thinking about our desires and our worries and wonderings they are all real emotions that we will feel when we are wanting what we want in the moment. However, I believe our prayers and tears that we bring at God’s feet during that time is also Him strengthening us while comforting us for where we are now.
I love your last two lines Bethany. I’m realizing how parenting forces us to rely on God so much more as we are navigating all this newness. I’m wishing a vacation for us on a Caribbean island soon ❤️